This is something I wrote last year (10th grade) and I think pretty much anyone can relate to it because it doesnt really allow u not to. Enjoy!

sometimes


Sometimes I am so happy
That I forget I still am where I am
Sometimes I am so upset
That I can’t remember ever feeling joy

Sometimes I just lose all will
To stand up and be brave
Sometimes I can get up proud
To be the way I am

Sometimes I don’t know where I stand
With others, or myself
Sometimes I get rather lost
And can’t find my own world

Sometimes I just want to give up,
And stop searching for answers
Sometimes I get the urge
To go and do what I should

Sometimes I am way too much
For even myself to deal with
Sometimes I just seem to float
And life goes on by itself

Sometimes I am in control
And I can handle anything
Sometimes I can be so weak
That I can hardly talk

Sometimes I can say what Id like
And tell others my feelings
Sometimes I keep quiet
Even when I shouldn’t be

Sometimes I am aware
Of everything around me
Sometimes I don’t want to be,
But I am all the same

Sometimes I can show myself
And others who I am
Sometimes I feel that even
I myself don’t know me

Sometimes I am forced
To fake a smile, or a laugh
Sometimes I lie to myself
But I never believe me

Sometimes I do what I should
And show the world my real side
Sometimes I conceal it more
And people refuse to look

Sometimes I wish that I had
Someone who could talk for me
Sometimes I need someone that
I can say anything to

Sometimes I can fight for myself
And win the war with sadness
Sometimes I can’t fend it off,
And the tears come down anyway

Sometimes I can suck it up
And take life how it comes
Sometimes I feel cheated by it,
And just put my head down and cry

Sometimes I am uncaring
And others get offended
Sometimes I just say the
Wrong thing at the wrong time

Sometimes I am distant
And others ask where I am
Sometimes I can’t answer them
Because I don’t know how

Sometimes I am thankful for
The things I have been given
Sometimes I can see that someone
Knows just who I am

Sometimes I know that I have
Someone to look up to
Sometimes I remember G-d,
And so I lift my head and pray

back to the beginning

ok .. welcome to my blog!! basically i thought it would be cool to post stuff that ive written or random things i think on here....
btw the whole chaanchale thing is in honor of my esteemed brother in law who actually calls me that. so please comment on whatevers up... feel free to say wtvr but u dont wan tme mad at u :)